I used to want to get away
I used to want to run from the pain
from all the things that sought to
confuse,
instill hate into my spirit,
I wanted to run from seeds that had taken root…
and then I found it
in the dark pouring rain hiding
under the garden benches of central park
I had finally found what I was looking for
curled into a ball failing to keep herself warm
I found her waiting
every dream, every hope, every ounce of love
i had discarded and run from
I found waiting exactly where I had left it…
Forgiving my self in dead of night,
blessed
Lets rise beloved, lets rise so high that we fly
– ode to self