TWO

i want to be selfish.

i dont want to have to share anymore of your time

with others more than neccessary.

im always having to share

the most important pieces attached to me.

quite frankly im over it.

i dont care to maintain connections that dont go deep.

networking is cool, but i dont need new friends

and lets face it,

arent they all just passerbyers anyway.

cant we just keep it cute with the hello,

follow me on the gram,

i gotta go and lets chat over email.

yeah, i guess that’s just me being selfish

cuz i’d rather not engage in this song & dance

but i guess im gonna have to womyn up

and put on one of those authentic smiles

and stop being such a sourpuss…i guess.

meditation chronicles | TWO

ONE

sometimes i wake up wondering

what is the point?

the sun hits my face every morning

but i feel nothing.

sometimes i make it to the roof

hoping that maybe if i bathe in this warmth

it’ll revive what’s dead in my body.

but i never get warm.

the cold has made a home out of me

and im trying to understand what it means.

im trying to understand how to share warmth

when i’ve learned to fall in love

with the coolness of detachment.

meditation chronicles | ONE

I.

I love how you don’t need to ask for love, because you’ve learned how to receive it.

I love how you don’t need to ask for love, because you’ve learned how to be whole on your own two feet.

I love how you see me. I love that I don’t have to work for you to understand who I am or who I’m trying to become.

I love it when you’re not intimidated by my success, because you understand that it adds to our success.

Yes, I love it.